I have nothing deep or insightful to share today, perhaps because I have been feeling especially confused as of late. As soon as things seem to finally be coming together, they suddenly fall right back apart. I’m not feeling particularly sad or disappointed but rather disenfranchised. I would simply like some structure and comfort.
This quote eloquently summarizes everything that I have learnt during the tumult of the past few months:
Le difficile n’est pas de monter, mais, en montant, de rester soi.
Est-ce que j’ai resté moi même? A ce moment, je ne sais pas.